A message to my ex
I say “ex” to imply numerous titles, ex best friend, ex boyfriend, ex soulmate, ex partner in crime.
From the moment you told me that you can’t speak to me because of your new girlfriend, I knew it was over.
You essentially told me that our friendship that we built for years was not worth fighting for.
I get it, you have other priorities now.
I never asked you to make me your number one but I never expected to be below zero in your eyes.
I see that you’re happy now, happy because I’m out of the picture so your relationship seems perfect now.
You promise that you will talk when the time is “right”, but I know the time will never be right as I will cause problems in your relationship again.
I get it, but you don’t have to lie to me.
I’m not writing because I’m mad, though you always seem to think I am.
I’m writing more so because I’m disappointed that you can break everything we had in an instance.
Honestly I’m happy for you that you’re happy.
I’m sorry that I stir up your emotions.
I don’t understand why you are upset when you see that I’m happy without you when you made the situation like this.
Can you explain it to me please?
I get it, but I really don’t.


